Oh I am in so much trouble . . .

First of all let me explain that the following occurrence did not go as I planned and yes I am a selfish and bad wife.

Today I decided to go to "Avenue" to try on bras since they are on sale for $7 this week. I wasn't going to buy anything today, just get an idea of what I wanted and go back with Randall and the debit card on Saturday or Sunday. I also tried on a couple tops since I am in desperate need of them because I am not getting any skinnier despite working out 5 days a week. Remember I had no intention to buy anything.

Well one of the clerks told me that I could get 25% my entire purchase if I filled out the credit card application, and I would get the discount whether I was accepted or not. I fully believed I would be rejected given my credit track record and the fact that I am unemployed. The gods must hate me because I was accepted. I was just going to turn it down, but then the clerk told me I could get 30% my total purchase if I get the card. Long story short I took the card and the discount and saved $40. I have every intention to pay off the balance this month and cancel the card, not only because I rarely shop there, but also because I was being an idiot to begin with by allowing myself to be talked into it.

The worst part is now I have to tell Randall and face his wrath. I made the mistake of telling my mom that Randall was going to kill me, within earshot of the kids, so now they think I'm going to be dead in the morning, which might be true.